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i'll quit my job! actually, i will be deployed in the workplace as real agent now since i just finished all the training as specified in my employment's contract but i'll not be going there anymore.. i will not continue my job and that would mean, I AM JOBLESS AGAIN! idle time, i'm back! LoL! i find it hard to decide on this since i like the workplace, i like my co-agents, i like the people there but honestly and frankly speaking i don't like the job itself and i can't like it and i will not like it ever, that's why i'll quit!

i'll start sending my resume again! wanna be beezee as a bee! whew =)

life is really a big bluff! fate is playing a dirty game with me.. is this what they call a challenge to my ignorance?!! my God, i swear i didn't expect this to happen and i am just so surprised to the highest level as in "oh my Lord!".. everything don't seem to sink in me and i don't know myself at all! is this for real or am i just dreaming? how come life is directing me to a totally different path as compared to the way i used to live?! life is really crazy and i'm going crazy too! LoL! i don't know if i made the right decision.. i know there are people who are happy for what's happening to me, but hey you all don't know what's inside me, the fear of uncertainties, i feel like belittling myself! or am i just eaten up by my own immaturity?! my God, i really don't want to do it, sabi ko nga napasubo lang! i hope i have a remote control and just press the rewind button to go back where i was before as if what's happening now does not and will not exist in my storyline!

**this post may appear so vague but that's it 'coz my life is vague itself! haha..

when and how can i get over my addiction?! pangit man isipin but i still don't have the mood to look for a job dahil nga naaadict na ata ako dito! addict sa internet, addict sa psp, addict sa video editing, addict sa asian movies/drama series, addict sa myLot, at ooops... addict sa 'yo?! haha.. joke! pa'no aasenso kung stranded sa addiction?! this is my stagnant life, sabi nga nila status quo! nothing happens! LoL!! i'm hating myself na because of these addictions! pero masaya din pala ang buhay ng isang adiK! haha..

its been a while since i last posted or should i say visited here, kasi nga naaadict ako! urghhh!

it's triple 8 today -- 08-08-08! some say its a bad luck since august is a ghost month and lots of ghosts are playing around but majority believe this date is full of good luck, the surrounding's full of blessings.. i don't know which is which 'coz i'm not really a believer of those things.. what a special date to some and i got two wedding invitations scheduled today and attended to only one ceremony.. seems there are lots of couples who vowed today, huh?! meaning, churches are also fully booked! wow, what a triple fat 8 date!

i think sponsoredreviews banned me! haha.. because i keep on bidding even if i know my blog does not meet advertiser's requirements at all like the page rank thinggy and the blog category.. i am just a hard-headed, violator SR member! **sigh**

lesson learned! so just a piece of advice to all current SR members as well as to those who are still planning to join SR, don't just bid and bid on so many opportunities without reading first the requirements of the advertisers.. better abide by the rules to have a good stay and smooth money making there! don't be like me! LoL! =(

at first i agree with the expression "love hurts" but not until i have puzzled things out about that very common expression! almost all of us are familiar of those two words and to some, familiar of the feeling itself! you said it right, it is nice to fall in love, its an unexplainable feeling as if describing it as being happy is an understatement. being in love causes you in euphoria, so ecstatic -- an extreme happiness is what you feel when you're in love, right? so based on that feeling it can give you, love is so good! but admit it or not, when you love, you also hope that that very person you love will also love you even just a bit.. you hope from the smallest thing until that person gives you a hundred percent of what your ideal expectation from him/her.. as you love, you have the tendency that your hope grows too. so basically, when you love, you also hope.. BUT if one day, you feel that one of your hopes is broken, there you get the expression that "love hurts".. come to think of it! its not actually love that hurts you, rather, its your hope that hurt you! when you hope too much, you'll get hurt too much!

to sum it up, for me, LOVE DOES NOT HURT, IT IS HOPE THAT HURTS!

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its not bad to change something in you for others.. but i don't like that idea! what if that "other" will be gone one day in your life? will you go back to the old you since he/she is not at all with you? what if that "other" who is your reason for changing something in you will hurt you one day? will you still be that "new you" even if your very own reason for having the "new you" have caused you pain? i mean, its not a good idea for me to change for anybody else no matter how important that person is to you, so its better you change for yourself and not for anybody else!

**its good to change for the better but i hope your reason changing something in you is not because of anybody else, you change for yourself, for your own good!

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how i wish i could watch these concerts this upcoming months but that's just too impossible to happen since the concert venue is in manila, as always.. "davao na pud, one time lang! LoL!

Panic at the Disco, previously known as Panic! at the Disco, will invade Manila as part of their world concert tour. its always been a question why they eliminated their famous "!" mark after the word "Panic".. well, see the difference now?! anyway PATD's sounds incorporate elements of pop, punk, big beat, electronica, dance, rock, psychedelic, folk and jazz. at present, they have already released two albums, their 2005 debut "A Fever You Can't Sweat Out" that has sold over 2.2 million copies, and their March 2008-released album, "Pretty Odd" which includes its big hit "Nine in the Aftrenoon" and of course my fave, "That Green Gentleman"! I just love their music!


and of course, one of my all time fave, Avril Lavigne.. who would want to miss her concerts, right? but unfortunately, we're not all lucky enough, including me, to be able to watch and listen to her music live.. this September 3 will be her 2nd time to do concert in the Philippines, but this time, she's back with her "Avril Lavigne... The Best Damn Tour".. her very famous and a big hit "The Best Damn Thing" album has already sold more than 5 million copies dated the end of last year.. really cool! this canadian rock singer has really captivated a lot of people with her good music.. one or should i say some of my fave songs by her include "Complicated", "I'm With You", "My Happy Ending" and the recent "Girlfriend" and "When You're Gone"... really good music.. you can't help but sing along with her when her songs are being played in the radio or in the tv.. one of the best! before having a concert here in Pinas, she'll be doing series of concerts with the Jonas Brothers, my another "fave" song artists popular with their "When You Look Me in the Eye".. actually a petition for the JB to hold a concert in Manila is signed by a lot of Filipino JB supporters, but still no sure if approved or not.. well, they're also a big hit here so why not?!